hi

Hello i have had a bad time this past week or so, but it is slowly moving on... Both my children have been ill and with me being ill anyway, that makes for a very unhappy family.
My daughter does not live at home anymore (but that does not stop you worrying, in fact it makes me worry more) So i don't know when she is home safe from a night out, and she refuses to txt me and let me know when she is....lol..... I have been trying to do all the things i should be doing as a mum, but i am finding them very hard to do.......

I was at the Dr. the other day and she gave me a phone number for a councillor, someone who gets paid to listen to me moan...... So when i got home i had forgotten what this phone number was for, I phoned them and asked what it is they do, the lady on the other end of the phone said we give counselling to people who have been finding things a bit rough, I said can i make an appointment...... I thought she put it in a really nice way....So i will be assessed by someone and then put onto a waiting list....... I think that is terrible, she said it will take months for me to start seeing someone....... I could (hopefully) be all better by then......
The reason i will be seeing one is i am a bit depressed and i cry a lot, i used to cry to sad films or sad tv programmes, and obviously to sad events, but now you just need to look at me and i feel a tear, or i can cry if you speak to me on the phone, basically i cry for anything and nothing...... I think this has a great deal to do with my fibromyalgia, or it could have to do with my pills, or both..... But once i have been assessed we will know.........

I have to go now, so sorry if i have been boring you, if so just stop reading.....lol..... You will get the next sagga later so take care of you
Donna-Marie XX